Hello Hello.

   Whoa.


   If blogs could have cobwebs, mine would. I miss doing this actually. But hey, one gets busier everyday. And it's not like I'm at home. But when I am, stuff just comes up. Those aren't excuses, those are facts. 


   I have loads on my mind, but let me just figure out where to start.....

" I'd beg and borrow and steal "

-Jepsen-

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Helloooo JUNE :)

   As of now, we're already in the sixth month of the year. We made halfway through the year people ! Time flies faster than you might actually realize...

   For the longer life I've been blessed with, I'm thankful for that. I got through stuff and still getting through them. But I always have others to support me. My family, my friends... They're always there whenever I look back. I'm thankful for that. I live moderately. My basic needs for living is not that hard as it might be for others out there. I'm thankful for that. The gift of life and health, I'm thankful for that. To be in school and to educated properly with friends that I love to bits, I'm thankful for that. Right now, I'm grateful for everything.

   So dear June, I hope I'm strong enough to get through all the challenges that are already planned for me. I hope I can see your friend, July :)

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" I try to sleep, but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me "

-Backstreet Boys-

Whoa.

   Hey.

My last post was in March. And now it's May going on June. It's been a bloody long time since I last updated and I see some things have changed around here. Not familiar with that. 

   So now it's the middle of the first week of the school holidays. A whole two weeks for us to take a break ? Hell, yeah ! The only downside is the - of course - homework. You know that we never get along. That's the only thing that ruins this holiday. I guess.

   Since it's been so long, I feel like I have dozens of things to blog about. But now, when I'm sitting in front of the laptop with my fingers on the keyboard, I have to idea what to say. Bummer. Like, how dumb is that ? But I'll take it slow. One entry at a time...

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" All I know, should let go but no "

-Spears-

Sorry

  It has been like God knows how long since I last touched this blog. I don't have that much time on me right now either so I guess I'll have to come back later :'( Sorraayyyy.. *I'll see you soon

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Thought #3

  Note to you, please; 

 

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" I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home "

-Swift- 

Fishies :'(

  I was walking around the house out of boredom just now and I just realized something; the number of fish in the aquarium seemed different. Less, somehow. So I counted. And yes, there were not enough fish in the tank. I shouted to my sisters and asked them what happened to some of the fishes. Maya said Prutens died already. But that's only just one. Two more were missing. So I checked them all;

Sam ? Check.

Bobby ? Present.

Rogue ? Here !

Mohawk ? Uh-uh.

Zul ? Ada lah.

Kellee ? Blup blup.

Jenny ? Swimming !

Francine ? Yup.

Lou ? What ?

Pepper ? Righty-o.

Zino ? Yeah.

Captain ? Heigh ho !

Grace ? Mm-hm.

Walrus ? Grumble..

Prutens ? Dead. :(

Lola ? Lola ? Where are you ? :\ Oh, well. She likes to hide. I'm sure she's around here somewhere... Let's just keep our fingers crossed that she's not dead too.. :|

So that leaves.....

GASP ! Brino and Nazmi !!! o.O

  I practically screamed when I realized that. I know, they're just fishes. But, I don't know.. It's just... a bit saddening, maybe ? We went through all the trouble to give them names and all.. They're practically family ! LOL ;D But I guess I'll get over it. That's it for this post, chow ;P

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" I tried to go on like I never knew you "

-Backstreet Boys-

Thought #2

 

  Yes, this is what I want to do to that friend of mine right now.

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" He is a loser, he's a bum "

-Spears-

Thought #1

 

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" My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again "

-Swift- 

Dad :)

  Okay recently, I haven't the slightest idea on what to blog about ( or was that just because I'm lazy ? ). But I thought if I didn't write anything, then that would just suck. So let me blab about the recent happenings in my life.

  January 23rd marks Dad's birthday. We celebrated it by having some relatives over to the house along with some of Dad's friends who wanted to come by to visit and see the house. In total, there would be about 20-30 people or so that would come. So you know what that means; a hell of a hectic day for us to prepare everything. But it eventually turned out alright. We had a cake at the end and, what was it ? Vanilla ? With loads of fruits on top. My kind, weeee~

 

  Also, I would like to say...

Dear Dad,

  please know that I think you are the best person ever. Scratch that, I know that you are. You have always been there for me whenever I need you. Sure, there were ups and downs, but I know that you know what's best for me. You want the best for all of us and I'm grateful for that. You're caring and loving and you always do your best to fulfill our wants and needs but you still don't spoil us. You're amazing like that. And those are just some of the reasons why I love you. And that's just it, I Love You <3

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" Just a smile and the rain is gone "

-Westlife-

Home ^^

  After 3 weeks as a Form 4 student, I'm home. I didn't realize how much I miss it.. :* Of course, the teachers won't let us go off that easily. Why does homework exist again ? Because right there's my weakness :( I guess it's good for us, I know. I'm not complaining...yet. I just want to enjoy the week at home sweet home and hopefully not neglect my responsibilities. Weeee~
  Got home at night last night. Quite frustrating really but whatever. What I really wanna say is that I got what I wanted, my little gift.. Alhamdulillah.. :) Thanks Mum, thanks Dad ! XD Love it, love ya ;D

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" The lingering question kept me up, 2am, who do you love ? "

-Swift-  

New Year :)

  Hey hey ! It's 2012 already. How time flies.. It's scary, really. I don't make that big a deal with the whole new year thing. For me, it's just another year. All the trouble for celebrating would be pointless if we don't do anything about it, right ? I'm thankful enough that I even got to live through twenty-eleven. The one thing that I think is beneficial about the new year is that we'll look back on what we did throughout the year before and makes you want to be better in the future. And that's what I'm hoping to do. I'll admit, I haven't been the best person anyone deserves. I know me, unfortunately :'( Resolutions ? I'll try to keep mine in mind. Haha ^^ I honestly don't know what else to say so yeah, please pray for me that I'll change for the better. Help me, yeah ? Anyways,

Happy New Year 

everyone XD

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" I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life "

-Clarkson-